that make me wish I had a boyfriend. ._.

Someone who will lie down in the grass with me, you know, just stare at the sky and contemplate the clouds and trees and such. The type of guy who’s spontaneous, funny, awesome. Because I’m awesome, I deserve someone awesome. (I’m kidding, you guys.)

And then I feel very lonely… because I have no one. No significant other. (I mean, my girl friends are there but it’s not the same.)

I’d like a boy who will joke around, someone who will make me smile and feel good about myself. The kind of boy I could go to Disneyland with and act like a complete child and take photos with all the characters (or at least some of them because most of the time you don’t even get to see them). The kind of boy who will take you to the cinema to WATCH the film, not to fool around but actually sit through the entire film and just enjoy it.

And then ALL OF THAT changes. WHY? Because you see/hear a bunch of BS that are happening to your friends, good people, nice girls. They have to put up with idiots who don’t appreciate them. And then my way of thinking changes to: “Wow. And to think I wanted a boyfriend. No thanks!” It puts me down… so I think I’m better of alone. I don’t know.

I mean, what does a girl have to do to be DESERVING of an honest, good boy? Seriously.

*Just something I felt like I had to post. Whatever.